firm

"It will be fine"
the word tt hovering

it is against my will
am hurt tt y me.. why mine..
what u wan, u should gain it ur own NOT deprive mine
still i lost it in the end
my heart bleeding
fairness nvr work for me
am always the one lost wat the most i treasure
and always taken away which i working hard to gain

i hate this
but i still nd to bear with it tolerate it
not to giving them anymore pressure
i nd to keep this feeling hide it
no matter hw sad i am but to k3p them frm streaming down
the second time after my grandpa died
tt kind of feeling and emotion flow bck and tears juz stream down involuntary
it shows hw important IT to me
wat different this time is I cnt show wat i feel

am alwayz been so proud of it
alwayz~
no longer in a piece
am had been to proud
am juz the normal one~~~ so small