2025

 Hi blog 

Is 2025 

Keep repeating to quit all these while 

But I never even make it right once

Due to sympathy of the old man 

due to appreciation of his helping hand

I did not know 

可能还有些自卑吧 自我否定

觉得自己技不如人

没有什么工作我做的了

Hi blog 

There is some changes I made for myself for these two years

Every Sunday morning insisted to wake up early for jog

Every year must have a trip with friends, a break time for me

Time flies which I don’t even realise that I am aging as well… I had to accept that I am no more a young girl but 35 years old 

表面的我 看起来是个无所畏惧

但谁又知道 其实我很害怕

一点都不洒脱

但努力的让自己接受一个人

看着其他人都是成双成对 自己落单

别人幸福享受生活

自己很想要 就是觉得自己要不起

有谁敢接受这样的我 

在那一层又一层地下真实的自己

想起 “去有风的地方”的一句台词

我图对方有钱，别人图年轻貌美

我有什么理由让人喜欢呢