Sky will not oweys blue
Gurlz, i noe all of u worry me
nut today juz today
let me cry, let me frail
am not tt strong
think of u all so much
miss u all so much
miss home miss frenz
though there'r frenz around me
but i noe it clearly in my heart
tt they'r nt the one with same instinct
i noe it will be hurt if they noe
they concern me oso..
but i feel am so far away frm them even thought am with them
y?
seems lyk we'r the living in the same world
frm them, i tink am a weirdo
they work in very slowly pace
what i worried about, will not be in their mind
they satisfy for a very little successfulness
instead of highly hope
some the others parent tink tt gurl didn't need to study for so high
becoz we, gurls would still end up married one day in the end
However, their children cum to university to study
juz becoz of they hav been offered so they came
they study juz for passed and graduated smoothly frm Uni, gt and better job and better life,
tt's their life hope
I wonder what i study for
to be sustain and survive in their competitive reality??
i kidda lost way and purpose to study for?
without u all accompany, am so tiny and weak
*Gurlz, u all noe, i reali dislike+ hate and will angry if someone else said tt gurlz suppose to gt married, for wat study so hard or study so high?
y, we gurls muz oweyz be the one who cnt do this and unable to do tt
y we gurls hav to be under control n trapped in the married
i dun wan i hate tis!!
tt day, experiment for Chem.
as the beaker kidda hot around temp 80 sumtin
a malay guys said gurl cnt stay of hot??
hw she would able to handle in the kitchen?
i feel lyk whack him
but i din instead i walked off silently
i told tis to the gang i mix with
she said 80 sum nt tt hot oso
k, fine.. i had nth to say
for them, i tink am juz making a fuss over trifle
so i started to learn to shut up and nt to comment
i had kept so much in my heart
until so tired and so exhausted
as nobody understand me
no one actually noe me
i eat the food tt am not used to eat those weird taste and not nice malay food
i suit myself to use the toilet and tk bath in the dirty gross area
i laugh and smile as if am happy though there'r onli on my appearance
i pretend am enjoying trapping in
but actually am earnestly to go out watch movie, shopping,sing K n etc
however, in my hearth am disappointed to go out
coz there gt no where to shop, K-box not the preference as it is expensive unlike JB hav those package, nt even once to watch movie dun even noe when or what movie show up
they bring to eat their food actually not nice at all but i said is ok nt too bad
AM I FAKE?
our gang onli one gurl got car
every time, we wanna go out or go somewhere else
we had to observe her mood scared tt she'd nt willing to
bus transportation here are so inconvenience
even delivery of pizza hut unwilling to send it here
MCD are hardly found in here
eating the famous recommended SCR (SINGAPORE CHICKEN RICE)chicken rice and run by malay
their chicken rice not nice
but they like it
Everyday class, assign, test, quiz, presentation
and endless of meeting meeting and meeting
group work group work and group work
discussion discussion and still discussion
facing useless lectures even BORED!!
i feel lyk am living for the sake of living
study for the sake of study
kind of losing my way and my purpose being here
Tis is not an UNI LIFE tt i wan tt i dream of
Tis is not the way of life i wan
seems lyk miserable instead of enjoying
am exhausted of explaination
tiring of be such understanding and intellect
NOW my life had without
craziest issues which i used to instill BY HAZEL & PIPI
no more gila-gila laughing>>miss PIPI' EPSP and laugher, potato's unique laugher
no more outing or any sudden feel of movie and singing>> which we used to hang out in CS
no more searching for the nice food whenever we free
no more plan AFTER OUR MERDEKA
no more go to library and study together or even hav study group
i feel alone and lonely here
nut today juz today
let me cry, let me frail
am not tt strong
think of u all so much
miss u all so much
miss home miss frenz
though there'r frenz around me
but i noe it clearly in my heart
tt they'r nt the one with same instinct
i noe it will be hurt if they noe
they concern me oso..
but i feel am so far away frm them even thought am with them
y?
seems lyk we'r the living in the same world
frm them, i tink am a weirdo
they work in very slowly pace
what i worried about, will not be in their mind
they satisfy for a very little successfulness
instead of highly hope
some the others parent tink tt gurl didn't need to study for so high
becoz we, gurls would still end up married one day in the end
However, their children cum to university to study
juz becoz of they hav been offered so they came
they study juz for passed and graduated smoothly frm Uni, gt and better job and better life,
tt's their life hope
I wonder what i study for
to be sustain and survive in their competitive reality??
i kidda lost way and purpose to study for?
without u all accompany, am so tiny and weak
*Gurlz, u all noe, i reali dislike+ hate and will angry if someone else said tt gurlz suppose to gt married, for wat study so hard or study so high?
y, we gurls muz oweyz be the one who cnt do this and unable to do tt
y we gurls hav to be under control n trapped in the married
i dun wan i hate tis!!
tt day, experiment for Chem.
as the beaker kidda hot around temp 80 sumtin
a malay guys said gurl cnt stay of hot??
hw she would able to handle in the kitchen?
i feel lyk whack him
but i din instead i walked off silently
i told tis to the gang i mix with
she said 80 sum nt tt hot oso
k, fine.. i had nth to say
for them, i tink am juz making a fuss over trifle
so i started to learn to shut up and nt to comment
i had kept so much in my heart
until so tired and so exhausted
as nobody understand me
no one actually noe me
i eat the food tt am not used to eat those weird taste and not nice malay food
i suit myself to use the toilet and tk bath in the dirty gross area
i laugh and smile as if am happy though there'r onli on my appearance
i pretend am enjoying trapping in
but actually am earnestly to go out watch movie, shopping,sing K n etc
however, in my hearth am disappointed to go out
coz there gt no where to shop, K-box not the preference as it is expensive unlike JB hav those package, nt even once to watch movie dun even noe when or what movie show up
they bring to eat their food actually not nice at all but i said is ok nt too bad
AM I FAKE?
our gang onli one gurl got car
every time, we wanna go out or go somewhere else
we had to observe her mood scared tt she'd nt willing to
bus transportation here are so inconvenience
even delivery of pizza hut unwilling to send it here
MCD are hardly found in here
eating the famous recommended SCR (SINGAPORE CHICKEN RICE)chicken rice and run by malay
their chicken rice not nice
but they like it
Everyday class, assign, test, quiz, presentation
and endless of meeting meeting and meeting
group work group work and group work
discussion discussion and still discussion
facing useless lectures even BORED!!
i feel lyk am living for the sake of living
study for the sake of study
kind of losing my way and my purpose being here
Tis is not an UNI LIFE tt i wan tt i dream of
Tis is not the way of life i wan
seems lyk miserable instead of enjoying
am exhausted of explaination
tiring of be such understanding and intellect
NOW my life had without
craziest issues which i used to instill BY HAZEL & PIPI
no more gila-gila laughing>>miss PIPI' EPSP and laugher, potato's unique laugher
no more outing or any sudden feel of movie and singing>> which we used to hang out in CS
no more searching for the nice food whenever we free
no more plan AFTER OUR MERDEKA
no more go to library and study together or even hav study group
i feel alone and lonely here
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