Am nt e one

Realise tt am e one wat?
nt independent i expected
nt as brave as i thought of
nt as cheerful as my appearance
no positive as everyone think of

y am i k3p on crying
2day i had cried over a very tiny matter
am i too stress
am i push myself too much
i hide myself lying down broke down alone
anywhere, am glad still hav someone (my new fren)
whom care abt my stomach

i juz wanna sleep
juz hoping tt everytin ll back to normal
back to itself originally
without any complicated explaination

I miss everytin
wishing i would able to meet sumone who lyk my besties
noe me understand me
independent i muz conquer wif it!!! AzA fighting!!