Frm being my inspiration to being my tormentor

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There r so many questions marks in my mind nw
I reali nt understand sometime wat so called "adults"
their minds wat they tinking about
Someime i reali hope tt may i had a power 2 read out e others' mind
Tis ability might be useful bt after long maybe i ll scared of e evil human being mind
Hw i wish i dun ever grew up
so tt everytin in my mind was as innocent as a plain ppr
truth sometime reali let me down sad depressed
hw many times i had hurt by e "trust" word
everytime am trying myself to believe
hw many times it turns up in a lie
i reali hate of it
i HATE "LIE""cheat" "deceive"!!
e worst thing is lied by ur own blood knit relative
yy? i tot my dad's side family r all evil (exception for my seventh aunt)wic i had ard accapt e truth since am small
nw becum my mom's side family
i reali cnt believe it
y they becum lyk tt until i hardly recognise them
when i tink they r bad ; they r good
they alwayz change time by time totally in direct contradiction to wat i tot
i reali cnt believe to wat i heard to wat i seen
Greedy Money Lier
tt all i hate e most, they all did
i should e one noe more abot u all since there r so little family member in my mom's side family
it seems lyk since i had grew up after grandpa had gone everytin had changed until i cnt
even recognise everyone to me juz lyk a stranger it wont lyk e passed e moment we had last time..when it changed??
i understand nobody r prefect n time flies ppl ll change
bt we r family rite since am little u all tk care of me rite even u guys celebrate my b'day
y u guys cheat me, my mom, my dad n my sibling juz lyk my family being seal off living in our v own island
e worst is u cheat me, hw cn u so calm while u talking wiv me n actually u r cheating
i reali dun wan 2 be cold-hearted ppl bt u guys reali mk me becum lyk tt
am so disappointed am sad
hw cn u guys lyk tt...aint family wont cheat
everytin u guys mk me hapi bt at e same time u guys mk me dry n disappointed too
who else cn i trust? am i too silly?? who cn tell me?? sad mood

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