A deep secret has been EXPOSED!!!

finally i had faced tt problem...2day i had told my best fren abot i going 2 hav a small operation during 17 of jan tis is e reason y i cnt continue having driving license..anyway is ok...k3ping tis 4 so long since it happen when i was in f3 around pmr i had fall down until my right elbow havnt recovered yet...b4 tis i reali scared 2 tell u all..coz i tink im a abnormal person...i dun wan ppl 2 kesian me n i dun lyk ppl k3p on asking me wat going my hand...i noe u all concern me..i appreciate it...bt i reali mk me feel lyk im different....i dun lyk tis feeling...however nw, i gonna tell u all tt soon i ll recover frm tis..although i v scared e pain, it ll open a v long so tt e doctor could arrange my bone back 2 normal coz ithappened too long so after e operation i couldnt do any hard work..i tink even playing piano oso cnt (T.T)..i dun wan!!!..bt hw no one wan it 2 becum worst after e operation..bt e wound ll be v long, hw i so scared of tis...so i juz k3p on praying it i ll recoverjuz dun care e wound... i tink im silly tis problem oso one of e reason tt i broke wiv my bf, donkey (wic i used 2 called him) coz on tt time i v scared tt one day he ll found out n dun want me so better than i say gudbye 2 him..haha silly gurl do silly stuff..anyway nw im alone, single...bt nw i wont feel scared anymore coz i gt my best frenz they ll alwayz be there when i nd them n love me too..haiz, silly gurl gonna cry liao...haha...i hav their support n courage, i noe i ll be strong...there z onli thing i cn tell tt nth is better than frenship even relationship...rite....i love my frenz love u all guys thkx u all coz u all alwayz be there when i nd u all although im ridiculous , mood swing n moody, naughy or even kacau u all haha...thx v much love u guys muakz.Covent rockz...u all gv me a wonderful memory in my life..n it ll nvr ever fade away....
nw i gonna tell u all in detail
15 of jan>>> i ll gt into wad i Hosp. Tun Aminah
17 of Jan>>>OPERATION...dun worry gurls..e doctor told me it juz a vvv small operation onli
later i dunno liao...haha...jangan dikejutkan oleh saya...im nt purposely wan 2 k3p it as secret coz be4 tis i reali scared n cry terriblely...nw im ok ord...Juz Relax!!hahai ll rmb it...Gambetah Lillian...GoGO jIA yOU