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Y Y Y.....I shouldnt cry bt i cnt control....feel stressful, sad n.....hard 2 explain....anyway, having an exam nw feel sleepy maybe i m nt enough sleep..after fall asleep n i nt wish 2 wake up.....everythin tt around me is so peaceful bt evil sometime...However i try 2 pretend lyk nothing...i dun noe hw long i cn tahan,..it ll burst one day bt dun noe when??? I wish i was a kid, it's so....dun noe anything better than u noe everything..."although break, bt memory still fresh..cnt delete frm mind..maybe shouldnt meet or even we meet at e wrong time"somebody said..i tink wrong decision was made at e wrong time bt once u loss it,it nv cum back 2 u n it ll nv belong 2 u anymore unless miracle bt miracle wont happpen everytime...bt y...maybe becoz God wanna us 2 treasure anythin tt we hav all time,if u dun noe hw 2 treasure it then u ll loss it 4ever..HE wan us 2 learn frm our mistake...juz lyk poem "IF" tt we learned in f5..be brave 2 take risk and start all over again whenever u loss...if u successed 2 stand up again when u fall, juz lyk a little child who juz learn 2 walk....As u grew up, tis will nt as easy as ABC any more...talk and write is alwayz easier than do...bt at least we try our best 2 make it becum a reality...all those things cum after DTF.so pity her as well as myself...sumtime i really feel exhausted bt if u tink back there's always some ppl who having a worst condition then u!!feel pain bt nth cn be done,i deserve it coz loss it n let it went off frm my hand..n take it as granted....anyway...let it be!!!haha.....hope i ll recover frm all those sickness..n be mature enough 2 make any decision....gambateh 4 everything...whenever happened time still go on..sun still rise every morning...so make ur day meaningful than sadness...chase away e sadness...hahaha precious everything dun loss it when u hav it...is nt granted n miracle ll nt happen always